abjekt tala

Här ordsätter jag fragment av den översatta, avlyssnade, genomlevda och levrade rösten från platsen mellan, från det trinitäras terräng. Området mellan subjektets inhägnad och objektets bårhus.
Och återger terrängens (klyftans) litterära speglingar och vindlande spår.




She hungered for a different story - one to respell the world she knew




Fotnavlad

Fotnavlad
What we seek is love itself, revealed now and again in human form, but pushing us beyond our humanity into animal instinct and god-like success. There is no love that does not pierce the hands and feet... Jeanette Winterson. Love, the deadly wound from which my life slowly bleeds, there I am preserved ...Birgitta Trotzig

lördag 27 mars 2021

dance origin in the paradise hotel of the world



with no words, with no song
i'm gonna dance the dream
and make the dream come true
                                            The Red Shoes, Kate Bush


Neon sign from paradise hotel across the street Is blinking on and off and on and off and on And the bird in my hand is promising paradise                                                   Paradise Hoel, Eliza Gilkyson 

I got a fine house, I got a deep well
I'm a woman who knows how to keep to herself                                               Paradise found, Gretchen Peters






tisdag 23 mars 2021

home with myself, home with her




Homesick for myself, for her - as, later the heatwave
breaks, the clear tones of the world
manifest: cloud, bough, wall, insect, the very soul of light,
homesick as the fluted vault of desire
articulates itself: I am the lover and the loved
home and wanderer, she who splits
firewood and she who knocks, a stranger
in the storm, two women, eye to eye
measuring each other's spirits each other's 
limitless desire

Adrienne Rich


When soul happens to me, "she" exists as reflected in this music mirror with the Waterboys.
Experienced through me, my bodysoul gets female traits...

She is so beautiful
I've got no words to describe
The way she makes me feel inside
I'm flying solo
As free as light as a bird
Yet I could lay my wings down in a moment
To guard and comfort her

...

For she is like a song
She is like a ray of light
She is like children playing
Like harps and bells and cymbals playing
And she is like a wind
Moving, soothing, bringing joy
And here am I, destroyed
She is so beautiful







söndag 21 mars 2021

Textualities; scraps and scalps... 8.

 

then S/HE came again


we are dancing
on

















Textualities; scraps and scalps... 7.

 

She came

after i successfully had performed the tasks she gave me:


DANCE!

this curve is your smile
this cross is your heart
this line is your path







Textualities; scraps and scalps...

 

She came

after i successfully had performed the tasks she gave me:


GET ME BACK MY SWORD!



The light grows faint
the path winds round
where life is lost
wisdom is found
the seed of the dream
before the devil is free:
where the sword is hung
she must place the key
a bridge to form
amidst burning death
a demon to guard
                                         (by ?... )




Textualities; scraps and scalps... 6.

 

She came

after i successfully had performed the tasks she gave me:


LISTEN!

from the great above i opened my ear to the great below




fredag 19 mars 2021